too much analysing. too much thinking. i don't want to go there. a complicated, miserable, perhaps even slightly delusional place. the reason why i like it so much is cos its simple and direct. we feel and act with not much thought given to it. everything seems to run on a much more primal, simple level where i never have to second-guess intentions behind anything. i hope its the same on the other side too. and that everyone's happy with the way things are. and the possibility of what might be. and like i said, its the possibility that keeps me going. that keeps me satisfied. i don't need more now, if i can have everything forever in the future.

you've taken my heart unknowingly
and until you come back to claim it again
i'll have it shut away tightly
under lock and key